I'm not very much to look at because I am so fat (265 pounds). I was always too fat for the boys when I was in school. I am now 28 and my mother is horrified because I have a black boyfriend. LeSean is my 1st boyfriend, ever. I no longer must finger or fist myself. I like sex and LeSean is a sex maniac. He likes everything including oral and anal. Mother does have to accept LeSean. I love him and don't want to do anything that will cause him to split from me. Cassie Ruhl