well, I had to piss really bad before I went out windsurfing and sure, I could have just gone in the water but I still had to rig my sail so I ducked into the restroom for relief. we all knew that the homos would occasionally hang out there for pickups but it wasn't a big deal as they'd rarely be there during daylight hours. But, while I was peeing, I noticed a tall, older, muscular guy standing next to me. I could feel him looking at me but damn, I had to pee. Once I was done, I pretty much dashed out of there because I could feel myself get kindof excited about being desired by an older hot guy. So, I was making my way back up the beach to my gear when Mr muscular blond dude comes cruising up in a cherry vintage yellow Camaro. Oh man, I love old cars and if I hadn't have had a bit of a chub, I'd have asked him all about his retro ride. My mind was racing, I couldn't decide if I should just dash out into the water or confront the situation so I just froze. Well, he put me at ease with some banter about the wind and the weather. I remarked how cool I thought his car was and he put me at ease. It wasn't him that was perving though, it was me. I kept taking glances at his stature, I mean he did have a nice body and he looked so confident. I tried to hide my growing hard-on but I could just feel him notice which just made matters worse. Before long I just gave up and didn't even try to hide it, actually, I wanted him to notice. I even started flirting with him, "accidently" getting "uncomfortably" close. I don't know, something just changed all of sudden, I felt empowered. I wanted him to desire me. So, I brazenly asked him if he could take me for a ride in his hot car. Well of course he said yes, we didn't even get out to the highway before I had my hand on his thigh. I know he was wondering, wow, I thought I was going to have to work on this guy and now he's putting the moves on me! I didn't care, I was so turned on, I moved my hand up to his thick package. He had a nice fat dick and all I could think about was getting those jeans down and seeing what he was packing. I didn't know what was happening, I mean I knew it was wrong but I couldn't help myself, i was lost in lust. Well, he was having a little trouble concentrating so he pulled over and asked if I'd like to take a walk down to the beach. I said sure, so we parked and walked hand in hand down to the shoreline. I loved it, I felt like I was his girlfriend. I couldn't wait to free my cock and to get his jeans undone. I'd never seen a hard cock besides my own and couldn't wait to see his. We nestled up behind a dune out of sight of anyone and I about attacked that button on his jeans, I unzipped him and pulled down his jeans. His big cock sprang out, I was so amazed by how hard his cock was but at the same time aware that he was turned on by me! I was flattered, so I stroked him like I like to stroke myself. It must have been pretty good because he was moaning. I really didn't even hesitate, I just leaned in and took his big cock in my mouth, it seemed like the natural thing to do. I wanted to please him, just figured it was the right thing to do because he found me desirable. Well, I've seen porn so I had an idea of what to do and I must have been doing a pretty good job because before too long he asked me to slow down but I was too eager, I sucked and jacked even harder. I wanted to please him and even though I knew the consequences, I didn't care, I wanted him to cum in my mouth. I kept jacking and sucking and he released that gusher into my mouth, I tried to swallow it all but some slipped out but I didn't care it made me feel like the cock sucking whores in porn movies and I liked it! So, I was thinking he would want to reciprocate on me but instead he got all guilty and just jumped up, pulled up his jeans and started walking away. He just left me sitting there in the sand with his jizz in my mouth and on my face. I was so humiliated and confused I just stood there and watched him walk away. I had to walk all the way back to the park and get my windsurfing gear. My friends asked me where I'd been and I just mumbled something stupid. I did see that guy again much later but we avoided eye contact. Anyway, that was my first time. In a way it was good because it made me realize that I'm more interested in guys than girls so it cleared up my confusion. I'd say I'm mostly gay now but still find women attractive.