In a great mood this morning and missing a woman i had not been with since school let out for summer break i decided to stop by and see Carmen on my way to work early this morning. She had asked me to end our thing in a sad and reluctant way and i was hoping the months away from what i gave her had made her hunger for it. As i came toward her place on the back road through the countryside to work i slowed to make sure her husbands vehicle was gone and i knew the kids would have been picked up by the bus already. I was feeling butterflies remembering her naked body and seeing her car in the drive knowing she was home alone. As i walked up on the stoop seeing the wood door open i could see in through the glass door and there she was. The tv was on and she was picking things up off the couch bending over and i could see her sweet ass in laced panties and she was wearing a t-shirt. Typical Carmen i thought...simple sweet housewife and mom and built for fucking. I tapped on the glass and she stood up and turned to me and looked stunned to see me. She paused looking at me for a second and putting her hand over her mouth like she didn't know how to react and the she came to the door and opened it saying Derek..why are you here ?
I said i missed and you and wanted to say hello and she said Derek i have to go somewhere and i'm late and need to shower. I knew how to handle Carmen and said with a smile as i walked in past her you go ahead and we can chat when your ready for a minute. She sounded flustered but said..ok but you sit down i have to hurry and as she walked down the hall to her bedroom she said without looking back..Derek..you know it's over and went into her bedroom. If there is one thing i know for sure about Carmen it's her mind tells her to say one thing but her body betrays her and maybe her subcontious was at work again as she left the bedroom door open and i heard her turn on the shower. I knew i would have her and smiled as i simply took off my shoes and clothes and walked back toward the bedroom naked and hanging out for her to see as i heard the shower stop and heard the door open and close.
I stood at the doorway to the bedroom and peered in and the bathroom door was open and i heard her moving about. I walked i slowly and quietly and she yelled out just another few minutes and i stood at the bathroom door and looked in and she was standing at the sink with a towel around her waist and her beautiful full tits with erect nipples in my view as i said don't hurry on my account and took a step in and leaned against the doorway with my dick beginning to harden. She turned to look at me and then glanced down at my cock and said..Derek...i told you as her voice trailed off. I walked the last few steps to stand behind her as she froze with her hands down an looked into the mirror at me. I said..told me what sweetheart..that you don't need this anymore ? and i reached around her and unwrapped her towel and let it fall and put my hands up to cup her breasts as i pressed my dick against her ass. Carmen looked horny all of a sudden..putting her hands down on the counter as i gently fondled her tits and told her how beautiful she was and her breathing was changing as i lowered one hand to her pussy and rubbed gently as she moved her ass back against me and moaned.
Carmen loves my dominant nature and i said as i felt her up..oohhh Carmen..you know your husband can't do it for you like i can and i was getting real horny and breathing faster as i felt her pussy getting wet.
I took a step back and pulled her by the hips back some and she knew what was coming and i spread her legs some and pushed her gently with a hand in her back to bend over for me and took my hard dick in hand and wiped it under her pussy and then bent and pushed in some and she moaned deep as i pulled back and went in more and more back and forth saying...ooohhh baby ...you feel so good. I was giving her nice slow stokes but no all the way in and she was tighter at first but loosened up quickly and i was just enjoying being in her again and gave her a few thrusts fast and balls deep to her panting and OHHH..UH..MMMMM..HUHHH....and then i pulled out and spun her around and kissed he deep and when i pulled back she looked frazled but her hands were on me. She said ...we can't do this...haaaa...i have to go and i said...we are doing it and grabbed her hand and took her to her bed and layed he down to suck and kiss her tits and nipples and she was getting into it and more frantic as i rolled on top of her and her legs spread wide and as i pushed into her she raised her legs and took all i had to give her as i fucked her hard for a couple minutes and i jerked my head up as i drove deep and shot my load in her spurting and spurting as i felt my body almost spasm and she let out this...OHHHHHHHHHH..UUUUUUUHHHHHHH. I pulled out and kissed her and rolled over as she layed there on her back. I thought she would be thrilled but she seemed subdued and said..you promised you would not come back. I looked at her saying..so you really don't want me then an she said..it's not that..what do you want me to tell you. Yesss alright your the best fuck i ever had and i love you fucking me but i am married with a family and i can't do this..can you understand ?
I felt a bit hurt and she knew and reached out to touch me as i got out of bed and sat up saying..Derek..if things were different...you know ?
I sat down on the bed with my back to her and she scooted up rubbing my back and saying..Derek..i have feelings for you..I DO .and i love what you do to me..more than i should thats why we can't do this anymore.
I guess she thought i had feelings for her but really i just loved fucking her and my ego was bruised. She put her arms around my neck and started kissing my cheek to my mouth and said..just one more time ok and i turned thinking...hmmmm.. a pity fuck..i'll tke it..lol and she put her hand down as we layed together and rubbed my cock and then went down on me nice and slow and then mounted me with me on my back and guided my cock into her and started to ride me slowly as i fondled her tits. Carmen was sliding up and down real slow and rolling her butt to take it all as she moaned and felt every inch and had put her hand sin the air and on her head as she rolled her eyes and panted and fucked me. She seemed distant just using my big thick cock one more time to please herself and me i guess and after a few minutes she got louder and faster and said...uhhhhi'm cumming...ooohh oohhhh and she orgasmed and the settled down to sit on my cock deep inside her and leaned over kissing me and telling me she would never forget what we shared.
Then she got off running her hand on me as she went back to the shower and i walked in to wash and dry myself off at the sink. She never came out of the shower and i knew it was time to leave so i walked back to the front room and put on my clothes and came to work. I guess i should let it go. It is really a burden for her emotionally and i do like her.