I live in Largo Florida. I’m married and I have been cheating on my wife for over ten years. There I said it. Do I feel any better? Not really. It’s what I do; it’s a part of me. Can I change it? Can I stop doing what I do? I doubt it.

I can’t seem to help myself. The Internet is my playground and it’s the best place to find ‘fuck and forget’ pussy, but man you really have to watch out for the real whacky nut jobs out there. I have been hooking up with women I’ve met online seriously for over ten years and my wife has no idea.

I have come across a lot of women that say they are up for no strings attached sex, but most are really looking for a boyfriend. That is why I have my disposable email account as well as ‘no contract’ pay as you go, disposable cell phone. I had to learn a few tricks over the years that kept me from being the fatal attraction of some crazy bitch.

Call me a sex addict if you want but really I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks. Whatever floats your boat. I know if my friends ever saw some of the fat, old or skanky women that I have fucked; they would definitely try and stage an intervention for me. Shit, if I was them, I probably would do the same. I decided to write because I sank to a new low level recently and I’m not too proud of it.

I waited until my wife went to be and logged into my secret sex dating account and saw a message from a woman named Dana. I clicked on her profile for some information but there wasn’t much there except for a blurry picture of her face and in her profile, SexyTampaBBW. I knew Dana was going to be a really big girl. I have been with plenty of big girls. One thing I have learned to expect is that women are always bigger than their pictures. Some like Dana turn out to be a lot bigger. But I had been on a dry spell for a couple of weeks and I needed my "Pussy fix". I messaged her back and we agreed to meet at the Chilis on Seminole Blvd. at 3 PM the next day.
I left work with the excuse I had a dental appointment and headed to meet Dana. I got there several minutes early and took a seat at the bar where I could watch people as they walked in. My balls ached in anticipation of my latest conquest. I watched an enormous lady pull into a handicapped space in a small car and waddle up to the entrance wearing a Winnie The Pooh sweatshirt carrying a large designer handbag. Holy Holstein could that be her? She was definitely over 300 pounds. Should I fuck or flea?" The question raced through my sick mind. Dana scanned the restaurant and caught me looking at her. "Oh shit." We made eye contact and she smiled and waved. She made an immediate b-line toward me as I begin to tell myself, "She's not so bad, you can do this Jeremy".

I ordered some appetizers and soft drinks and made a little small talk as planned. Dana had a cute face and huge tits. She had nice white teeth and she smelled good. I rationalized my perverted intentions like I imagined a junkie rationalizes smoking crack. Dana wanted to talk about relationships and started asking questions about my situation. I had already told her earlier in my email that I was married. Yep, Dana was another one of those women who doesn't understand that a guy can be totally happy in a marriage or relationship and still want to get some pussy on the side. I caught her looking at my wedding band.

The bastard that I am stopped her mid sentence and got blunt and to the point like I usually do. You have to set them straight right off or they get all these false ideas and hopes. Half the time this works and half the time it doesn’t, but WTF, I don’t have all night to sit and play games and I certainly don’t intend on waiting for a second date because you got it, there won't be a second date.

I put my hand up to stop her yammering at me and said, “Listen Dana, I have to be home in two hours or my wife is going to send out the State Police to search for me. If we leave right now, we have time to go to a motel and have sex. If you aren’t up for that, then I totally understand. What do you want to do, it’s up to you.” I braced myself for her to both slap my face or and tell me to fuck off. I guess Dana wanted some cock because she chose the motel.

I drove her super-sized fat ass to cheap motel a few blocks over and we got a room. She kept checking over her shoulder nervously as if someone was watching her. I asked her if she was ok and she said everything was fine. Once we got into the room she said she needed to use the restroom and I went about pulling the blinds down and pulled the covers down the bed and turned on the bedside lamp. I quickly stripped out of my clothes and jumped into the bed and waited for Dana to emerge.

After 10 minutes went by, I was beginning to think she wasn’t coming back out. I hollered out to her and asked if she was ok. The door opened slowly and Dana emerged wearing some kind of lingerie. Had it been on a hot babe I probably would have been in my glory, but it wasn’t. Dana wore a black sheer baby doll that didn’t flatter her at all. Her massive jugs were spilling out of the ill fitting lingerie as well as her stretch marked belly. I felt a lump in my throat, swallowed hard and told myself to get on with it.

She climbed in next to me and grabbed my limp dick and began to stroke it. I laid back and closed my eyes and tried to imagine Katherine Heigl's pouty lips around my dick. I triend to tune out Dana's grunts and hard breathing, slowly my poor mistreated cock began to respond. Once I was hard I rolled her over onto her back and threw open her thick fleshy thighs and ripped off her sheer black thong and tossed it onto the floor. I pulled out her fat tits and sucked and nibbled on her erect nipples. She gripped a hold of my head and buried me in between her massive tits. I thought she was going to smother me with them. I came up gasping for air.

By now my dick was throbbing and I needed to bury it deep inside that twat. I spread her legs far apart and attempted to shove my 6 inches into her fat pussy but missionary position just wasn’t working for me. She rolled on top of me and tried to straddle my dick and ride me but that didn’t work for either of us either. I was trying my hardest not to make her feel bad but fuck this was getting embarassing.

After several more attempts in various positions we finally figured out how to get my dick into her fat cunt. She was bent over the edge of the bed with her face shoved into the pillows. I spread her super sized fast ass cheeks apart and managed to find her fat cunt and rammed my dick as far as I could into her tight hole. For a big gal she certainly was tight as fuck. Probably hadn’t been fucked much. Geez I can’t believe I thought that, I can be such a prick sometimes.

Anyway, I fucked that tight fat cunt good and hard, slapping her fat hide with each thrust. She screamed with each swat begging me not to hit so hard. I don’t know what came over me but I just didn’t care and I kept at it making her ass glow as red as a beet. After a few more deep thrusts and several more slaps, I guess she started getting into it because pretty soon she was begging for more.

I knew pretty soon I was going to have to unload my cum and I had her get onto her knees in front of me and she took my pussy soaked cock into her mouth. Well I will give her one thing; she knew how to suck a mean cock. It was probably one of the best blow jobs I had ever been given. She massaged my nuts with one hand while she took my dick deep into her mouth; her tongue swirled around the head and sucked up all the jizz that was leaking into her mouth. Her other hand then gripped my slippery shaft and began to stroke it as she bobbed up and down the shaft, increasing speed as she tickled my balls. I had never felt anything like it before.

I could feel my balls begin to tingle and boil as she worked her magic mouth over my dick. I felt my legs begin to tremble as she began to deep throat my dick. “Oh yeah bitch, suck my dick, suck it baby, suck it!” I yelled as I gripped both sides of her head and began to roughly face fuck her. I felt her finger tease my asshole and that was enough to push me over. I pulled out of her mouth and she let me cum all over her face and her huge tits. I felt much better now.

I told Dana I had to hurry home. I grabbed my stuff, got dressed quickly. Dana wanted to shower, but I told her I really had to go. I drove her back to her car and gave her a peck on her cheek. Dana handed me a card with her phone number. "Oh sure hun, I'll call you real soon." I watched Dana struggle to get into her little Toyota in my rearview mirror and shuddered. "Did you really just fuck that you sick fucker?" I asked myself. I prayed that no one that I knew had seen me with her. I waited until I was out of sight before tossing the card out the car window. I stopped off at McDonald’s and went into the men’s room to wash the smell of Dana off my crotch with hand soap before I went home. As I drove home I told myself it was time once again to open up a new yahoo account and get a new disposable phone.