I was really furious. Seriously. Period!

It’s not that I have always been the loyal one in a relationship....”monogamic” or whatever you want to call it, but that someone does it actually to you....on your face!
One of my best friends saw him in a local bar with another guy, common! How embarrasing can that be?....I mean, if you are the only one who knows...but now all my friends know about it?
He came in his motorcycle, with that black-grey and red great leather jacket, soooo cool! G-Star jeans that make a great ass on him and...wait a minute....he is wearing a new pair of black and white dress leather shoes by G-Star, just like the ones the dancers of Christina Aguilera worn in her last world tour....Sven, my boyfriend! The guy is soooo cool!
He also came with a smile, which in combination with that half long blond hair and those extremely blue eyes of him, he just....take the breath away of you, know what I mean?
He kissed me. Blew me away... But my eyes felt on those shoes and he noticed. And he showed them to me. And I loved them!
We sat in my living room and he put his right feet on my lap for a closer inspection of his new stuff.
- Love them man! Have to have them! Which size are these?
- 43 (US 10) they are your size, aren’t they? want to try it?

I fixed my eyes on his with a smile and I was already taking off that shoe off his feet. He had a manly leatherish smell that turn me on, sure! What can I tell you? Sven turns me on...he has that power on me. All over....
I caressly my hand on his black damp socked soled and it felt warm, just like his shoe felt when I tried it on.
And it felt great! Believe me! Very comfi....it fits perfectly.
- So I said, Sven, where the hell have you been last night?
- Just home, why?
And I told him. Where he has been....and with whom.
He denyed it. He still said that he was home.
And we had this discussion, the victim and the drama, the denial and the pissing off, why the guy couldn’t just be honest with me? And just tell me that he cheated on me...I mean, I know I can be charming and I know what I can do to guys, but common! I am not a supermodel and there are plenty of hot guys out there....
He kept denying it and that just pissed me off the most...
And then suddenly I needed some fresh air and I went outside, to the back, where the swimming-pool is.
Yeah, I know I can be a drama queen, but that is exactly what makes life more interesting, isn’t it?
So he followed me, walking on one of his G-Star shoes and his black sock on the other feet.
He said to me:
- Guus, I don’t need this shit, you know I am crazy about you, but I can be with whoever I want to be just like that...
And it’s bullshit, your queer friend is making this up because he just want to get into my pants!

- I looked into his blue eyes and I said to the blond, then just be, what’s stopping you to be with another guy?
And then he made a mistake, he pushed me on my chest, softly, but he pushed me!
- Guus, I want to be with you because I like you, but there are a lots of guys out there that would dream to be with me this very moment, as you say....
So I said to him;
- don’t you ever fucking toch me again like that, okay?
He took a step back with his arms open as I am sorry.
And yes, because I can be so emotional...oh! what the hell! I am a latino and we are just like that...got it?
In a range, took off his G-Star shoe off my feet and I threw it right into the pool. And you know what? The damn shoe....just sank...it sank right into the pool... I could not believe it! I thought that it would float, it felt very comfortable, not even that heavy in my feet...
He looked at me. Right into my eyes. Not even angry....just...in disbelieved...

And he turned to look at his shoe sinking....and then back to me. And then to his shoe....sinking... and then back to me.
And back to me again...
He handled me his mobile phone. And he said;
- Guus, call my roommate, she will tell you where I was last night.
And I dialed the number....
Sven took off his other shoe. And he kept walking on his black socks towards the pool.
She answered almost immediately and after I informed her who I was I told her,
- Listen Linda, I missed yesterday the last ephisode of “Heroes”, have you perhaps seen it?
- Oh, no, sorry....
- Have you by any chance taped it or may be Sven did it, if he was not in last night?

In the meantime I saw Sven taken off his leather jacket and dropping it into the floor and the jean one as well he was wearing underneath and just like that he jumped into the pool, in his G-star jeans and white t-shirt with a V neck....
- Sorry, no. Do you want me to ask Sven if he taped it?
- Yes.....
Sven went after his shoe, I could not belive that....Oh my God!
- She said, oh, he is not here right now, do you want me to ask him when he gets back?
- So.....do you think he taped it when he got out last night?
The blond God was swimming out of the pool, dripping water all over and climbing out of the pool with the shoe in his hand. His hair....wow!
- Sven was here last night, all right? I just don’t know if he taped it.
- Thanks, darling. Bye....
He never took off his blue eyes out of my brown ones....

He put the wet shoe on. And then the other one. The one that he has previously taken off. He was still looking at me.
He put both jackets back on. Back on his soaked white V neck t-shirt.
And the squicchhhhh sound of his shoes turned me on big time....
He looked right into my eyes and I tried to say something to him. But he stopped me with his hand. And the God blond waked away from me. With his dripping, squishing shoes....
He just climbed again on his motorcilcle... so cooool....so...desireble, that’s the word....
He did not look back at me.
And I saw thouse shoes still dripping water....
And yes....my best friend, then he called me. Later. And he told me...
- you know? It’s soooo funny! There is this guy, with exactly the same jacket as Sven, you could not tell the difference! It’s just like Sven...
Damn queer best friend....
This is going to cost me. Tears...begging, something back.....
I have to get Sven back...damn...and I have to have those shoes he was wearing...