i decided to take a trip to Brazil in 2008, i had a few friends who was staying there at the time, I had a great holiday lovely beach lovely people i finely interacted with transsexuals without mentioning sex or money at all, my friend who used to live in Brazil was a porn-star he produced all types of porn straight gay lesbian but he only was in straight porn whilst he was shooting a scene of a guy and a shemale coming into a hotel,he asked me to visit i agreed and when i arrived, after i introduced myself to everyone i saw the most attractive human being with such a glow, most beautiful smile i have ever seen she had long black hair nice smooth skin curvy body, i might be exaggerating but to me she was one of a kind,i couldn't get my eyes of her even tho she was the shemale in the scene. I asked my friend could you introduce us when you guys finish for the day
he said i do better then that how about you take her for a meal on me, my eyes lit up with joy i thought what if she says no or what if she thinks im weird how do you introduce yourself to somebody and instantly say do you want to go for dinner, but i said hello spoke for a while and then asked, she some how found it flattering. during this "date" she and i had so much fun, we laughed we had good conversation we joked i told her my whole life story and she told me everything about her life but for some reason not in a intimate way but like that was the only way to get more comfortable around each other, we was there for like 3-4 hours just drinking and talking away i was only staying 5 mins from the hotel bar so i thought i can stay if she can, i asked how you getting home she replied "i driving i live like 30 mins away from here" i then questioned her capability of driving being so heavy under the influence of alcohol, i said " listen you definitely cant drive home why don't you come to my hotel i will get you a room and we can have breakfast in the morning before you go home" she didn't want to be a pain so she asks cant she stay in my room, of course i happily replied yes, i felt like i knew her forever like she was the missing part of my life in some way not in a sexual way or exploring way but just felt right.
we also continued drinking and having fun on our way to the hotel i think she liked the fact someone liked her for her company rather then just for sex or just to make money of someone from abroad, i clearly would jump the fence to share an intimate moment with her but we had so much fun that i did not want to spoil it (it does help to be able to control your sexual ergs) when we got to the hotel after a while she says to me "your the first guy to have me alone in a room and not try and take this opportunity for sex" i simply replied "listen where having a great time whats sex got to do with it" as she laughed she attempted to kiss me, then i pulled back and asked her "are you sure about this" and she pulled me closer and we started kissing i pushed her back on the bed we laid there kissing for while before we started to undress, fascinated with each other our hands was everywhere before i knew it we was fully naked under the bed sheets about to make history when our spirits join for that moment of intercourse, hours of endless pleasure lasting forever this could not get better. by this time it was 06:00am we both fell asleep.....i wake up around 11:00am to find my princess rushing around the room trying to put on her clothes, i asked her "is everything ok" shes screaming and shouting saying "this was a big big mistake if my boyfriend ever finds out he will kill me and kill you" i said to her you should of said you had a boyfriend shes walking up and down the room, i was confused i thought to myself how could he ever find out no one saw us do this at the same time i thought this girl is such a bitch, i really thought i clicked with her i thought she was different i asked "how can your boyfriend know if anything has happened or not" she says "i live with his shemale sister and there shemale cousin they will tell him i didn't come home yesterday" i really wish to say to her fuck this guy and come be with me, but then i thought i do not want to dedicate my life to her and she turns around and treats me like she treated him. i said to her if your afraid i will take you home meet your boyfriend and tell him im straight and we was drinking and talking till it got late and i booked you a hotel room and he will be alright with that believe me. she was so scared i could see it in her eyes i started thinking does he abuse her because if he does i don't know what im going to do if i see that happening. whilst we was driving to meet her boyfriend she stopped the car to get petrol she asked if i could pay because she didn't have any money i paid like the gentlemen i am and as i got out of the store she drove off no goodbye or anything i was so upset at the time but what can i do im in a whole new country i don't know anything about this place so anyway i some how got back to the hotel called my friend told him everything he laughed and said this happens all the time most girls in porn videos have boyfriends and some are in control of there filming its sad but true i asked him if he could find her for me he said he could but heavily advised me not to get involved because if she could do that to me then imagine if i let her in my life. i still think about her till this day she was my first and last shemale experience i have been Brazil 2 since then but i have yet to see my princess
but the search never ends